simply me and jeans

I’ve come to value many parts of the liturgical faith traditions and recently listened to a creative, guided meditation that was absolutely beautiful. (https://www.athirstforgod.com/the-emmanuel-promise/ chapter 1 Jesus Blessing the Children) As I listened to the story, I had multiple emotions and thoughts that surprised me. Surprise at how often I’ve felt vulnerable in my life. […]

My niece recently sent me a photo of my Daddy and I from Thanksgiving 2011. My heart had a quick, and bittersweet response. I smiled at how happy we both look and at the pride of being his daughter, but tears welled up in my eyes over how much I miss him.   I’ve been thinking about […]

Who am I? That’s been a reoccurring question lately. To try and describe myself is daunting.  Probably because one description of who I’ve been since childhood is a “people pleaser.” The thought of making a bad first impression or misrepresenting myself is a real thing.  It’s much less a thing than it used to be, but it’s […]

People often ask if I got what I was looking for out of my trip to Scotland but I’m not sure how to answer that question. I was never sure what I was looking for.  I struggled with whether to go in the first place and almost backed out a few times because, let’s be honest, […]

I float through the dark as hoards of shadows crash into me. Pushing me every which way until I lose sight of light…of land…of life.  With one hand I search for something solid and with the other I swat away faceless figures. The disoriented and futile fight leaves room for more shadows to creep into […]

This is one of those posts where I’m telling myself what I know to be true and what I need to hear.  Just flat out preaching to my own heart with the hopes that I can stir up my faith. Because, truthfully,  I am so weary. This world seems out of control crazy and the consistency of […]

It might have been 20 feet long and 10 feet wide, but there’s really no way to know.  The eyes of a child see things as bigger than they are simply because they are just so small. I didn’t love going there when I was growing up because I was the youngest and the only […]

I forgot that it was my Daddy’s birthday last week. It was the first birthday without him and I didn’t call my Mom to check on her.  In fact, I only remembered because I went to see her that evening and she mentioned a call from her best friend because of it. That’s pretty bad! […]

We’ve had multiple times over the past few years when one of our kids had to move back home for a short time. I love the life that Steve and I have together, but I also love being with my family. The fact that they know we’re here for them and that they like us […]

I’ve been married 30 years to an amazing man and, truthfully, it’s hard to believe. Our family was lucky enough to celebrate together by going on a short vacation for the first time since we’ve gained two sweet granddaughters.  Sand, waves, sun, babies, kids, endless food and hammocks were the stuff of memories. At least […]